After yesterday’s post I realised I stepped into my own trap, I’m trying to do it all. And I’m failing at it!!

I know that if I continue like this I will burn myself. I can already notice the first signs, last Thursday I literally ate until I got sick. This wasn’t just a craving for something sweet or emotional eating. No, it was an unstoppable need to eat and eat and eat. I don’t even know what I ate that evening….

I realised I need to make choices in order for me to stay sane and healthy. And although I’m feeling I’m giving up I’m taking a step back in my diet. I will remain an vegetarian and limit my ‘animal-product’ intake as much as I can. But I’m not going to read the labels like a maniac to make sure there are no animal products in them It’s just to stressful and I don’t need to add that kind of stress to myself. I need to find a new balance between what I want and what is right for me. And making cake-dough just to eat it is not right for me…